It's usually kind of a tradition for me to cry my eyes out before my birthday but its not happening this year. I've been doing really well in Oswego and I think its because I'm finally okay with the way things are going. I still procrastinate too much and I should study more than I do. I havent talked to the madre in about a month which is also good because i dont have that negative energy surrounding me with everything that I do. The RD keeps trying to put me with a roommate but somehow i keep getting out of it.
Somehow things have adapted the right way. Although theres alot of things missing and sometimes I wish that I could see Noah more. But like the other day... I finally realized that I'm beautiful and this might sound stupid but its true... ive always known that im kinda pretty but... yeah.